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Post by EVAN RYAN STARR on Jul 25, 2011 22:28:19 GMT -8
[th]I suck at journals. They build character, get you in touch with yourself and your feelings, and help you remember things that pissed you off. So I hate journals and I'm making a little log here on my computer. Why would I do that if I hated them? Mostly because I am hoping if something completely genius happens to hit me at some point I'll just type it down here and maybe read through for some muse. I guess I have enough fuel to bitch in one of these things anyways. I will go to bed bitter and pissed off tonight. I think sometimes I'm a cool guy. But, usually, I'm a dick. I do things that I'm like 'why in the fuck did I do that?! That doesn't help to benefit me in any way at all!' But I do shit like that anyways... for people who may or may not deserve it. I don't know what to do about that. And I hate feeling stuck on something. I know how to get over things. I got over seeing my brother not make it out of an accident, I've gotten over moving back and forth to find some place where my parents could forget about it, I've gotten over plenty of girls and friends. I think I've gotten over all that. Or maybe I am hanging onto it all and just have an amazing ability to block it all out. I feel like a whiny bitch writing this. I'm gonna go watch the television for the rest of the night and early hours of the morning instead.
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